Aaron Rodgers' Journey

NFL Aaron Rodgers’ Journey with Ayahuasca: Transformation, Healing, and the Power of Surrender

In a world where elite athletes are often defined by their physical strength and mental toughness, NFL's Aaron Rodgers stands out not only for his skill on the field but also for his willingness to explore the deeper realms of his personal growth (more specifically through the use of assisted psychedelics). Known for his resilience in the face of challenges and renowned Super Bowl MVP, Rodgers has always pushed the boundaries of what’s possible — both professionally and spiritually. But in recent years, his journey has taken a profound turn towards self-discovery, healing, and spiritual awakening. For Aaron, this journey led him to the sacred plant medicine of Ayahuasca — and, specifically, to Behold Retreats’ center in Costa Rica.

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The "Why" Behind the Journey: Healing the Heart and Mind

Ayahuasca has often been referred to as a calling — one that beckons to those ready to face their inner truths. For Aaron, the call had come not once, but several times. Having already experienced numerous ceremonies in the past, this would be his 16th journey with the plant medicine. But this time, there was something different. After undergoing a grueling recovery from Achilles surgery, Aaron began to reflect on his life’s journey, particularly the emotional and the spiritual healing he still had to do.

The last six months of his recovery felt like a preparation — an initiation of sorts — to face the pain of heartbreak, physical limitations, and unresolved emotional trauma. The work, he believed, had been leading him to this moment. And when the time came to answer the call, Aaron knew it was time to go deeper than ever before.

Sometimes, this calling can seem foreign to those who haven't yet heard it. To those who have, know what we mean. It's almost as if the Universe lays the path so perfectly in front of your feet, it's almost comical. Series of events begin to unfold that lead you to what feels like - exactly where you're supposed to be. Once you (as Aaron did) begin to slowly flow with the path, it can lead to life-changing unforgettable experiences.

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Rodger’s Experience with Temazcal: The Test of Will

One of the key highlights of Aaron’s time at Behold Retreats was his participation in the Temazcal ceremony, a traditional sweat lodge experience designed to test the limits of the body, mind, and spirit. In a challenging two-hour session, participants are pushed to their physical and emotional boundaries as they sweat out impurities and confront their inner darkness. It is a communal experience, with everyone holding each other accountable for their endurance and commitment.

Aaron approached the ceremony with an open heart and a willingness to embrace whatever came up. The heat was intense, the silence deafening at times, but the collective energy of the group made it possible to endure. As Aaron put it, the experience tested their strength, forcing everyone to confront their limits — but also to recognize the resilience that resides within us all. It was a reminder of the power we each hold, both individually and collectively.

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The Ayahuasca Ceremonies: A Journey of the Heart

For Aaron, the Ayahuasca ceremonies were nothing short of transformative. He went into the experience knowing it would be “big work,” but he was ready to hold space, meditate, and surrender to whatever was needed. Unlike his previous experiences, this retreat allowed him to step fully into his personal journey — with the guidance of an experienced and reverent Ayahuasquero, Costa.

Costa’s role in the ceremonies was integral. His ability to craft the spiritual environment was nothing short of masterful. Whether it was the carefully selected music, the use of silence, or the sacred moments of stillness, Costa’s presence was felt in every moment. Aaron spoke highly of the Ayahuasquero’s ability to create a sacred container where each individual could experience deep healing.

“I was so impressed with Costa,” Aaron reflected. “His ability to control the environment and his deep understanding of the plant medicine was truly remarkable. It was a gorgeous display of the mastery of a maestro.”

During these ceremonies, Aaron experienced some of the most beautiful moments of his life. But like any profound journey, the beauty was not without its challenges. The work was difficult, but the rewards were immense. Through Ayahuasca, Aaron was able to confront emotional blockages, deepen his understanding of self, and tap into a space of profound clarity.

In his own words, Aaron shared: “I had the three most beautiful experiences I’ve ever had.” - Not to be confused with meaning they were easy, he clarifies, but they were the three most beautiful experiences of my life at Behold.

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Learnings and Takeaways: Respect, Surrender, and Transformation

The impact of Aaron’s journey extended far beyond the ceremonies themselves. He left the retreat with new insights into the power of Ayahuasca, and a deeper reverence for the plant medicine. Having grown up with the belief that drugs were poison, Aaron had always seen Ayahuasca through a lens of skepticism. But his time at Behold Retreats shifted that perspective entirely.

“You have to have a reverence for the power of plant medicine,” he reflected. “Because any plant or substance can either be medicine or poison. It depends on how it’s served, the facilitation, the mindset going in, and the ability to surrender to it. That’s why I don’t recommend it for everyone or with any shaman off the street. You want to ensure you’re with the right people.”

Aaron’s deep gratitude for the safe, intentional space provided by Behold Retreats was clear. He felt truly held, both by the ceremony and the people surrounding him. “I’m just really honored to be here with you guys,” he said, reflecting on the community of like-minded individuals who journeyed with him.

To be around such great people created a really fun environment to go deep. It was clear that Aaron’s time at Behold Retreats was about more than just personal healing — it was about sharing the experience with others and creating connections that will last a lifetime.

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Conclusion: A New Chapter of Growth and Integration

Aaron Rodgers’ time with us was a profound chapter in his journey of healing and self-discovery. Through Ayahuasca, the Temazcal ceremony, and his deep reflections on life, Aaron not only gained clarity on his past but also found the tools to step into his future with greater awareness, openness, and strength.

As Aaron prepares to share his journey with the world through his upcoming documentary (Enigma), the impact of his time at Behold Retreats is undeniable. His experience is a testament to the transformative power of plant medicine, and a reminder that true healing begins when we surrender to the process.

If you’re inspired by Aaron’s journey and are curious about your own path of healing and transformation, Behold Retreats offers the space, guidance, and support needed to begin your own Ayahuasca journey. 

Apply today to explore how Ayahuasca can open doors to your most authentic self. Once you have completed your application, you will have the opportunity to speak 1:1 with one of our Plant Medicine Guides, together you will continue the path forward. We look forward to speaking with you.

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“I’m just really honored to be here with you guys.”